it was too fast i cant even remember how the race started. when i looked at my back i saw them racing towards the me. roads with endless curves but im running straight. how come i ended in a race track where the finish line is being judged by other people's conviction towards the one that ognanize. or is it being organized? or i simply took the pressure and stepped to a wheeled reasoning or an emotional push. what am i doing? i just nod and take the pit.
its never too late. yesterday, the v-day where almost everyone is in the state of nirvana. like im a guy on earth watching their heavenly state. and so i ended up climbing the stairs to join them, its kinda awkward so i use the elevator and i got there with a pink rose. and so i gave it to someone in exchange for a smile. " i will go to heaven with you for a smile" come one this quote sux big time.. well what is done is done. at night ive waited till the moon is visible by my window. and it did, so i called the gurl who drowned my heart with my own tears. we chatted for a long time and ended up with a nice conversation. and so i did took a pit stop. and the race is not over..
wtf! i was such a jackass.. i cant stop laughing on my misery..i am such a loser... damn..hahahahaha.. whats wrong with laughing? damn! i told some1 about it and she laugh...we laugh...shit...
the morning midst makes the river blurry, who would have wander arounds it but the silly. the morning i went there i saw people.. people fishing, people hanging in the banks talking, children and me. so, i drove my bike around the shore and watch the sunrise, sky is on purple, orange, blue, red and the clouds on their grey and its reflection is by the sea.. i saw silhouettes of big boats, fishermen, birds and the next big island on the horizon. its was a great morning. i suddently turn my view on the river from the shore and saw this bridge and kinda reminiscin` "my just old day". i kinda make the impression of why the bridge was built and why it stands proud. my past told me " the bridge let stangers pass each other, let close people get closer, and where lovers meet and after, part their own way". something warm in my face that i felt, oh its the sun. it has fully risen and i have to go home to get ready for work..my morning.
